Should i try out for my school dance/drill team?

sence 8th grade i’ve been debating whether or not i should try out for my high school drill team. There’s times i really wish i tried out and other times i’m glad i’m not on the team. I’m now a sophomore and this is the last year it really makes sense to try out and i’m so conflicted! i really do enjoy dancing and preforming but it’s also a lot of commitment. I know if i don’t try out i will regret it but at the same time i’m not sure if i can do it. I’m nervous that it won’t end up being as fun as i think it will be and that it’s some popularity thing. my parents of course support me but are also a bit skeptical because they know i tend to over think and wanna drop activities. Me and my friend are taking to the director tomorrow to see what we can do to prepare for tryouts but i’m still very indecisive about what i should do. I also don’t know if only doing it junior / senior year a bad idea or if it’s to late to be on the team. thank you for taking the time to read :)